Doesn't Mean Anything

She would change everything, everything, just ask her
She would change everything, for happy ever after





















Pic credits to NightDeposits.blogspot.com

I need/want:

1. New heels - preferably in black?

2. YSL's Young Sexy Lovely perfume or Givenchy's Irresistible?

3. New hair colour and a haircut

4. Highlighter eyeshadow from M.A.C to replace old Dior

5. New handbag!

6. Lancome mascara

7. Blackberry curve

6. New man

44 is leaving me.

What could be worse?

"But before I can live with other folks I've got to live with myself. The one thing that doesn't abide by majority rule is a person's conscience"

--Atticus Finch, To Kill A Mocking Bird

To live in regret?

"There are people who tell me I've helped him. Mental health experts who say, that the simple act of being someone's friend can change his brain chemistry; and prove his functioning in the world.

I can't speak for Mr. Ayers in that regard. Maybe our friendship has helped him but maybe not. I can, however, speak for myself. I can tell you that by witnessing Mr. Ayers' courage, his humility, his faith in the power of his art, I learned the dignity of being loyal to something you believe in and holding on to it; above all else, believing without question that it will carry you home."


The Soloist.

If you're sad then it's time you spoke up too

I just realized that I like driving when I'm feeling sad.

Right this moment, I feel like driving to the end of the earth.

Ms. Pomme de Terre is

going to be anti-social now onwards. I think I'll just be friends with music, beer, chocolates and movies.

And before I go, here's another song (since I'm such a fan of posting lyrics here).

I wanna live on the moon
Never see a human again
And as the earth explodes
I'll light a candle for my dead best friends
I don't enjoy this place,
My best friends are so mean
I look up to the sky when I am sad,
'cause the planets don't get down on me
I just want to fall asleep.
I just want to fall asleep
and dream of a place that's warm,
oh yeah.. I look up to the sky when I am sad,
'cause the planets don't get down on me

So what are you doing still hanging out with me?

44: And you love me

I found this on my old blog earlier while I was looking for a picture:

"...ANYWAYSS (sorryy.. I get carried away all the time) SHAR's blog entry about crappy feelings and all was just so sad. And when I was reading it.. (as weird as this is going to sound) I'm gonna friggin miss SHar also (*sniff <--real sadness k?) We've not actually been close and SHar being the reserved person he is (except about masturbation and everything perverted) didn't help.. But I suppose the mamak sessions helped loads. I mean, all those crappy conversations about sailing across the sea with you-know-what-kinda-engines (haha), and how he'd mention again and again about his resentment towards us and this place... has ironically made the bond.. stronger! HAHA I know I wasn't really mentioned about being missed in his entry and I know I couldn't possibly be as close to him as his other old (literally and not literally) friends are.. but still... I will miss your car Shar.. LOL OKay., I was kidding. You know what I mean.. Okay.. now SHar I'm sorry.. You know I adore you (*ok.. this sounds weird. gross lol) and all but I've just got to miss sending you off at the airport and go for that damn concert. COLDPLAY is coming to town! AHa... "

Happy Belated Birthday Shar! You're the best, for sure =D